Dealing with medical news

As I deal with a continual onslaught of bad medical news, I feel as if I am still standing but reeling from the hits. The word 'bad' may be incorrect. Perhaps I should use the word 'unexpected' or 'unwanted' instead. I clearly have to incorporate the three day wallowing rule in to my life shortly and get up off my butt. But today and tomorrow I am spending it focused on Walter's fun. He gets a CT scan this afternoon and his procedure tomorrow morning. After we get through that, I will focus on me again.