Saturday, May 22, 2010

Another debate with myself

We all have these little debates with ourselves. I mean I hope we do - and I am not the only one. (Or do other people argue with little green men or the voices in their head?) Could I be returning to some kind of normal? I don't know. I don't feel as stressed. I don't feel as limited by my body. I am not sure.

I have been on this medical roller coaster a long time. You keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. And just when things start to settle down, you get the jolt back on to the top of the roller coaster and around another curve. So is my life settling down or is it just the calm before another storm? I'm not sure.

2 comments:

Debby said...

I never see the storm coming...I only notice it when it knocks me on my butt.

linda said...

good point. since storms are unpredictable, I prepared all of my end of life paperwork. Now I'm ready for anything. That's all anyone can do.